hurt is awful

that kinda hurts you know.
you're my best friend and i get exactly the same facebook wall post as C.
no texts
not a phone call
nothing.

that sucks so much








or am i just being stupid?

its my birthday, its my birthday *sings*

this snow is amazing!!!!!!

So excited! Although, i'd like to be able to see everyone on my birthday....









and about the ball, i dont need to be compared to Shauni every 5 minutes
"oh yes we did that for shauni's back with concealer"
"shauni's hair is so much easier to do coz its way thinner than yours. Get yours thinned before the ball if you can"

No. I cant.

This is MY ball not Shauni's. Its being made all about you enough as it is with Conor. I dont need you reminding me of her every 5 minutes.

I want it to be special for me and so far thats not really happening to be honest.

if you're gonna use the "i wasnt texting coz we were busy" excuse, then at least stop going on facebook on your phone and appearing on my chat. Its pissing me off

i dont think i've ever felt this lonely...

i wish there was someone who would put their life on hold just for me

who doesnt check their calendar to see if they can spend time with me

who wants to stay up late to text me, when i'm happy or when i'm sad

i hate that i'm at home babysitting and no one wants to reply to my messages :(

that awkward moment where you think someone actually wants to know whats wrong and you tell them and they go offline