Any time you wanna be happy for me, feel free! Just because I'm not living my life the way you wanted doesn't make it any less acceptable. For the first time in a long time i actually feel like this is where i'm meant to be. I've found the man I want to spend the rest of my life with but you keep freaking out. Stop pushing me away

I am so in love with you

I don't know what I wan to do now. I'm starting to wonder if I ever actually enjoying science at school or if it was just the teaching style i liked. I don't know anymore.

Argh. Why do I always end up thinking about everything all at once? Trust me to overload on a million important things all at the same time.

I know that I know you do... and I know I should always know that... But I wish I knew for certain - completely and unwaveringly... Instead of having to convince myself each day.

I hate that you can still make me feel like you're better than me

argh! This would be so much easier if I actually had any interest in the topic.