Wednesday, December 21, 2011

I feel a bit out of place... all your other friends are so sporty and skinny and funny and gorgeous.
I do a bit of tramping and skiing but I'm not a national representative at anything. I'm just average me. It feels like i'm a little helicopter in the middle of a bunch of super fast jumbo jets

Friday, December 16, 2011

I hope it helps. I was thinking about it all a lot today, and I realised that knowing that we are getting along better, and hope for the future actually filled my heart with happiness that i haven't had for a long time. I guess that I have God to thank for that - however scary that may be :)

Today I had the crappiest most stressful day with plans changing the whole time. All i wanted to do was cry. Mum was yelling, me and dad were arguing, and I texted you. You don't know anything about my crap day and that's completely fine with me. Just having a normal cheerful conversation with you has made my night so much better. So thank you.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

I miss you so much... Its hurts
argh

Thursday, December 8, 2011

fake it till you make it

Saturday, December 3, 2011

If you change your mind, I'm the first in line
Honey I'm still free
Take a chance on me
If you need me, let me know, gonna be around
If you've got no place to go, if you're feeling down
If you're all alone when the pretty birds have flown
Honey I'm still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best and it ain't no lie
If you put me to the test, if you let me try

Take a chance on me
(That's all I ask of you honey)
Take a chance on me

We can go dancing, we can go walking, as long as we're together
Listen to some music, maybe just talking, get to know you better
'Cos you know I've got
So much that I wanna do, when I dream I'm alone with you
It's magic
You want me to leave it there, afraid of a love affair
But I think you know
That I can't let go

If you change your mind, I'm the first in line
Honey I'm still free
Take a chance on me
If you need me, let me know, gonna be around
If you've got no place to go, if you're feeling down
If you're all alone when the pretty birds have flown
Honey I'm still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best and it ain't no lie
If you put me to the test, if you let me try

Take a chance on me
(Come on, give me a break will you?)
Take a chance on me
Oh you can take your time baby, I'm in no hurry, know I'm gonna get you
You don't wanna hurt me, baby don't worry, I ain't gonna let you
Let me tell you now
My love is strong enough to last when things are rough
It's magic
You say that I waste my time but I can't get you off my mind
No I can't let go
'Cos I love you so

If you change your mind, I'm the first in line
Honey I'm still free
Take a chance on me
If you need me, let me know, gonna be around
If you've got no place to go, if you're feeling down
If you're all alone when the pretty birds have flown
Honey I'm still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best, baby can't you see
Gotta put me to the test, take a chance on me
(Take a chance, take a chance, take a chance on me)

Ba ba ba ba baa, ba ba ba ba baa
Honey I'm still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best, baby can't you see
Gotta put me to the test, take a chance on me
(Take a chance, take a chance, take a chance on me)

Ba ba ba ba baa, ba ba ba ba baa ba-ba
Honey I'm still free
Take a chance on me

Thursday, December 1, 2011

You are such a butthole. No need to get all stupid and wussy