I hope it helps. I was thinking about it all a lot today, and I realised that knowing that we are getting along better, and hope for the future actually filled my heart with happiness that i haven't had for a long time. I guess that I have God to thank for that - however scary that may be :)

Today I had the crappiest most stressful day with plans changing the whole time. All i wanted to do was cry. Mum was yelling, me and dad were arguing, and I texted you. You don't know anything about my crap day and that's completely fine with me. Just having a normal cheerful conversation with you has made my night so much better. So thank you.