Why is i that i have to work so hard for you to be happy? No one else cares that i didnt get an excellence. They were all just pleased that i got the highest mark in my class which was my plan.
It is so fricken hard to try and be as good as amy and so far ive managed to not only get an excellence in chemisty but a merit in bio which was higher than her.
But no.. Its not good enough. I barely even got a congratulations. All you said to me was "oh so you dont know what you got after you resubmitted it?"
Now youre in a shit coz i didnt take chocolate to school. Well i thought you would be happy knowing that i risked being late to bio (not the best class to be late to, if you knew Miss Brown, which you dont coz your in too much of a shit and i dont really want you coming to my interviews) to come and get the chocolates off you. I then spent the entire afternoon trying madly to sell the fucking things so that you'd be pleased and maybe you wouldnt scream at me when i got home. But no. Even though there was only like 4 peanut slabs and 4 bars of chocolate left, you stil barely said anything.
And its not my fault that laura is so crap and returning her fucking money!!!!! Its pissing me off as much as its pissing you off. I know we need money! Im not stupid. I have actually noticed that theres no food for me to eat this week. But if laura not giving her money in is annoying you so much, why dont you go and get it yourself? You know where she lives now.
why dont you just try and ask me how im feeling? I wish you and dad would stop fighting. You have no idea how hard it is for me to sit there and listen to yelling and swearing.
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